So, I checked my Holo-Me today and I don't know if it's malfunctioning or what, but I appear to be ... Softer ... than I was 10 days ago. Shit. Well, at least it's a good hair day. I also noticed I've passed the halfway point on my Ichiban rations. Not sure quite how to extend them. I know I can't supplement with the likes of Polonium or Cadmium. Perhaps a sprinkle of Zinc or Sulphur? Do I just start drinking my own piss and eating my old toe nails? Pretty sure I'm starting to lose it. Indeed we are. Who said that... ?! Yeah, that! Always nice when you are talking to yourself but get a response you don't expect. Ugh - and my ship stinks. Should have brought a Conda.

Well, it's been over a month that I've been soloing to and within the rift. The poseidal wall presented no impediment to my journey. The Zurara, tho an interesting (if not eery) sight provided no evidence as to what I, and the many before me are seeking out here. While I've not spoken to another human since my last docking within the Heart nebula, I can say that I generally don't miss people, well aside from the female of the species, that is. What seems most prominent though, is the smell - my ship is starting to smell of that recycled, dank, musty odor of weeks / months in space without more than a simple cloth bath. There is a reason I am wearing my hair back these days. I knew I should have replaced the CO2 scrubbers before I departed. Regretting being cheap.