Personal Log - Commander [Classified] - September 20th, 3311

[b]Chapter One: The Reckoning[/b] [i]Conference Room aboard K1F-37B "Leaf on the Wind" Blae Drye region, September 12th, 2025[/i]

The holographic display flickered between star charts and financial projections, neither showing anything I particularly wanted to see. Around the conference table, my senior staff looked about as enthusiastic as I felt – which was to say, somewhere between resigned and caffeinated.

"Alright, people," I began, settling into my chair with the kind of sigh that had become my trademark over the past month. "Let's get this over with. Garth, hit me with the numbers."

Supply Officer Garth Wimmer pulled up his tablet, his weathered face creasing into what I'd learned was his 'delivering bad news' expression. "Well, Skip, we're not broke. But we're not exactly flush either. We've burned through about sixty-eight tons of tritium getting out here, carrier upkeep is still sitting at twenty-five million a week, and our exploration data cache is..." He paused, consulting his notes. "Modest."

"Modest," I repeated flatly. "That's diplomatic."

"I prefer 'realistic with optimistic undertones,'" Clay Dillard chimed in from across the table. Our Morale Officer had the kind of irrepressible attitude that made you want to either promote him or space him, depending on the day. "We're building character out here."

"Character doesn't pay for fuel," Engineering Chief Kaylani Mullins observed dryly. She'd been running diagnostics on the Excelsior all morning and looked like she'd rather be wrestling with a malfunctioning power plant than sitting through another budget meeting. "Speaking of which, we're going to need some serious maintenance time when we get back to civilization. The Mandalay's holding up well, but these extended deep-space operations are hard on the environmental systems."

Chad Gallagher, my pilot and the closest thing I had to a second-in-command, leaned back in his chair. "The good news is we haven't lost any ships or crew. The bad news is we've missed first discovery on about fifteen systems that looked promising."

"Fifteen?" Squadron CAG Alondra Snider looked up from her own tablet. "I thought it was twelve."

"That was yesterday," Navigation Officer Harelene Le said quietly. She had the kind of precise, analytical mind that made her invaluable for plotting courses and absolutely terrifying during budget discussions. "The Col 359 sector systems we surveyed last week? All previously catalogued. Someone got there first, probably during the early expansion period."

Tactical Officer Selene McCray, who'd been unusually quiet, finally spoke up. "Are we sure we're looking in the right places? I mean, we're out here in the Blae Drye region, it's not exactly the most popular tourist destination."

Vista Genomics Liaison Boyce Underwood cleared his throat. "Actually, that's part of the problem. The bio signal density out here is lower than we hoped. We're finding organics, sure, but they're mostly common strains. Fonticulua, Bacterium species we've seen a dozen times before. The big payouts come from first discoveries of rare exobiology."

"Which brings us back to the fundamental question," Deck Officer Eiza McGee said, her voice carrying the kind of authority that came from years of keeping large ships running. "Do we push deeper, burn more fuel and time looking for the really rare stuff, or do we cut our losses and head back to start earning some real credits?"

I looked around the table at the faces of people who'd trusted me enough to follow me out into the black. Good people, all of them, who deserved better than endless meetings about money.

"What's our current position worth if we cash out now?" I asked.

Garth consulted his tablet again. "Maybe four hundred thousand, total. Enough to cover operational costs for about a week and a half."

"And if we push deeper?"

"Roll of the dice," Boyce said honestly. "Could find a pristine system with valuable exobiology. Could burn another week's worth of fuel and come back with more of the same."

Chad leaned forward. "Skip, we knew this was a shoestring operation when we started. The question is whether we're learning enough to make the next expedition better."

Hangar Manager Jesus Macias, who'd been quietly listening, finally spoke up. "The Rockhopper's mining arrays are ready if we want to try supplementing income that way. Might be asteroid fields worth hitting on the way back."

"Without a pulse scanner?" Maintenance Officer Mareli Molina raised an eyebrow. "Good luck finding anything worth the effort."

An uncomfortable silence settled over the room. The missing pulse scanner had become something of a running joke – except nobody was laughing anymore.

"Alright," I said finally. "We're not quitters, but we're also not idiots. We'll work our way back toward Hill Pa Hsi over the next week, hitting any promising systems on the route. If we find something valuable, great. If not, we get back to civilization with enough data to pay for fuel and start planning the next run properly."

"With actual equipment this time?" Kaylani asked hopefully.

"With actual equipment," I confirmed. "And maybe a pulse scanner that's not sitting in a warehouse back in Jameson Memorial."

Clay grinned. "See? Character building."

[b]Chapter Two: The One That Got Away[/b] [i]Bleia Eohn SU-E c28-4 September 19th, 2025 - 2,722 light-years from Sol[/i]

The yellow dwarf star of Bleia Eohn SU-E c28-4 cast long shadows across the rocky surface of the fifth planet as I guided the Excelsior through the final approach vector. After eight hours of detailed surface scanning and bio-sample collection, my eyes felt like they'd been sandblasted and my back ached from hunching over the survey controls.

"Exobiology package secure," I reported over the comm. "Samples from three different species plus comprehensive geological surveys. Heading back to you."

Chad's voice crackled through from his patrol position in the Aurora. "Copy that, Skip. Anything look promising?"

"Two Fonticulua variations and what looks like a new strain of Bacterium Aureus. The geological formations are interesting too – metallic crystalline structures that might be worth something to the right buyer."

From the carrier, Boyce Underwood's voice joined the conversation. "Uploading the biological samples to the Vista Genomics database now. Initial analysis looks... well, let me cross-reference with known discoveries."

I settled back in the pilot's seat as the Excelsior's autopilot took over for the journey back to the carrier. "What's the verdict, Boyce?"

A long pause. Too long.

"Boyce?" Chad prompted.

"Well, the good news is your sampling technique is getting better. Very comprehensive biological profiles, excellent geological correlation data..."

"And the bad news?" I asked, though I was pretty sure I already knew.

"All three species were first discovered and catalogued eighteen months ago by Commander Sarah Chen aboard the FSS Determination. The geological formations are a known phenomenon in this sector, mapped during the Colonia expansion surveys."

The comm channel fell silent except for the quiet hum of life support systems.

"So we just spent eight hours..." Chad began.

"Collecting samples worth exactly standard bio-data rates," Boyce finished apologetically. "Maybe six thousand credits total."

From the carrier, Eiza McGee's voice cut in. "That's barely enough to cover the fuel cost for today's operations."

"Well," Clay Dillard's voice added with forced cheer, "at least we're getting really good at bio-sampling. Practice makes perfect!"

I stared out at the stars of Bleia Eohn SU-E c28-4, another system that had looked so promising from a distance. Another eight-hour day that had yielded enough credits to buy a decent meal at a station bar.

"Pack it up," I said finally. "Next system's got to be our lucky break."

"That's what we said about the last three systems," Chad pointed out.

"Optimism, Mr. Gallagher. It's all about optimism."

"Is that what we're calling it?"

[b]Chapter Three: The Great Scanner Debacle[/b] [i]Smojai OS-A b2-0 asteroid field September 6th, 2025[/i]

The Type-8 Rockhopper drifted slowly through the asteroid field, her mining lasers powered up and ready, while I tried very hard not to think about the irony of our situation. Beside me, the comprehensive mining scanner control panel stared back with the digital equivalent of a blank expression.

"Rockhopper to Aurora," I called over the comm. "Chad, you seeing any likely rocks in your sector?"

"Define 'likely,'" came Chad's voice from the Eagle flying Combat Air Patrol around the field. "I'm seeing a lot of rocks. Some bigger rocks. Couple of really big rocks. Without a pulse scanner, your guess is as good as mine which ones are worth hitting."

From the carrier, Jesus Macias chimed in. "Hangar Control to Rockhopper. I've got a complete inventory of mining equipment aboard. We've got surface scanners, detailed surface scanners, abrasion blasters, displacement missiles, collection limpets, prospector limpets..."

"Let me guess," I said, already knowing the answer.

"No pulse scanner," Mareli Molina's voice cut in from Engineering. "It's sitting in our module storage back at Jameson Memorial. Along with the mining laser upgrades and the better refinery."

"So we're flying a mining ship," Chad observed, "in an asteroid field, without the one piece of equipment that tells us which asteroids are worth mining."

"Essentially, yes."

Kaylani's voice joined the conversation from Engineering. "We could try random prospecting. Fire a limpet at every rock and see what comes back."

"How many prospector limpets do we have?" I asked.

"About forty."

I looked out at the asteroid field, which contained several hundred rocks of varying sizes.

"This is like trying to fish without being able to see the water," Chad muttered.

"Or trying to cook without being able to taste," added Clay from the carrier.

"Or trying to navigate without being able to see stars," Harelene contributed.

"We get it," I said. "It's a terrible situation. The question is, do we burn our prospector limpets on random rocks, or do we accept that this particular revenue stream is temporarily unavailable?"

Selene's voice cut in from Tactical. "I'm showing some larger metallic asteroids in grid seven-seven-alpha. If we're going to roll the dice, those look like the best candidates."

"Garth?" I called. "Supply perspective?"

"Well, we're burning fuel to sit here either way. Might as well see if we can find something valuable while we're at it. Though I'll point out that without knowing what we're looking for, we're basically gambling."

"Everything we do out here is gambling," Alondra observed from her CAG station.

"Fair point," I acknowledged. "Alright, Rockhopper to all stations. We're going to prospect three asteroids – the biggest, most metallic-looking rocks we can find. If they turn out to be worthless, we call it a learning experience and add 'buy pulse scanner' to the top of our shopping list."

"Right above 'remember to bring pulse scanner next time,'" Chad added.

"And just below 'check equipment manifest before leaving civilization,'" Mareli chimed in.

I targeted the largest asteroid in the field and launched a prospector limpet. "Well, here goes nothing."

The limpet attached to the rock and began its analysis. Moments later, the results came back: mostly iron ore with traces of carbon and sulfur. Basic materials, worth maybe a few hundred credits per ton.

"Asteroid number one is a bust," I reported.

"Shocking," Chad said dryly.

The second asteroid yielded similar results – common materials not worth the fuel cost to extract and haul back to civilization.

"Two for two," I muttered, lining up on the third target.

"Third time's the charm?" Clay suggested hopefully.

The third prospector limpet told the same story: common materials, minimal value.

"Well," I said, powering down the mining lasers, "at least we've confirmed that this asteroid field contains asteroids."

"Valuable scientific data," Boyce added with mock seriousness.

"Right up there with confirming that space is big and stars are far away," Chad observed.

"Next expedition," I said, turning the Rockhopper back toward the carrier, "we're bringing two pulse scanners."

"Two?" Garth asked.

"One to use, and one backup in case we forget the first one."

[b]Chapter Three-and-a-Half: The Long Road Home[/b] [i]Captain's Ready Room, K1F-37B "Leaf on the Wind" Smojai OS-A b2-0, September 6th, 2025[/i]

The ready room was quiet except for the gentle hum of the carrier's environmental systems, a sound that had become as familiar as my own heartbeat over the past months. I sat at my desk, staring at the navigation display that showed our current position: 2,956 light-years from Sol, deep in unexplored space with a cargo hold full of modest discoveries and a fuel tank that was starting to look uncomfortably light.

The door chimed, and Eiza McGee stepped inside without waiting for permission – a privilege that came with being my Deck Officer and the person most likely to tell me uncomfortable truths.

"We need to talk," she said, settling into the chair across from my desk.

"Let me guess. The Brewer Corporation initiative."

She nodded grimly. "Hill Pa Hsi deadline is September 30th. If we want to contribute our exploration data to their surveying project, we need to be there in three weeks. From here, that's... optimistic."

I called up the star chart, tracing the route from our current position back toward civilization. "Doable, if we push hard and don't get distracted by every interesting signal we find along the way."

"Which brings us to the real question," Eiza said. "Do we cut the expedition short to make the deadline, or do we push deeper and risk missing out on whatever rewards Brewer's offering for survey data?"

The truth was, I'd been wrestling with that exact question for the past two days. The Brewer Corporation's call for comprehensive stellar cartography data represented exactly the kind of organized, well-funded initiative that could provide steady income for independent operators like us. But it also meant abandoning our current survey grid just when we were getting into properly unexplored territory.

"What's your read on the crew?" I asked.

Eiza was quiet for a moment, choosing her words carefully. "They're good people, Skip. They followed you out here because they believe in what we're doing. But they're also starting to count credits and wonder if we're going to make payroll next month."

"That bad?"

"Let's just say Garth's been very creative with the duty rosters lately. Anything to keep people busy and not thinking about the bank balance."

I leaned back in my chair and looked out the viewport at the distant stars of the Smojai system. Somewhere out there were undiscovered worlds, pristine systems full of valuable exobiology that could set us up for months. But that was gambling, and right now we needed certainty.

"Set course for Hill Pa Hsi," I said finally. "We'll work our way back through the Col 359 sector, hit any promising systems along the route, and make sure we're in position to contribute to the Brewer initiative."

"And if we find something big on the way back?"

"Then we're lucky. But we don't bet the crew's future on luck."

Eiza nodded approvingly. "I'll get Harelene to plot the most efficient route. We can probably make Hill Pa Hsi with time to spare if we don't dawdle."

[b]Captain's Personal Log[/b] [i]September 19th, 2025[/i]

The journey back has been a study in diminishing returns and hard-learned lessons. We've jumped through seventeen systems over the past two weeks, each one a reminder that the galaxy is vast, mostly empty, and generally indifferent to the financial needs of small carrier operations.

Droju RG-J d10-11 yielded three biological species, all previously catalogued. Bleia Eohn SU-E c28-4 looked promising until we discovered Commander Chen had been there eighteen months ago. The pattern repeated itself system after system – scan, analyze, sample, discover that someone else had gotten there first.

Still, we haven't been completely unsuccessful. The detailed astronomical data will be valuable to the Brewer initiative, and we've managed to rack up a respectable collection of biological samples. Not the kind of first-discovery payouts that make legends, but steady, professional work that builds a reputation.

Chad's been invaluable throughout the return journey, taking point on the more routine surveys while I focused on the potentially high-value systems. The man has developed an almost supernatural ability to spot which planets are worth detailed investigation and which ones are just going to eat up time and fuel.

The crew's held together remarkably well, considering we're essentially admitting defeat and heading home with our tails between our legs. Morale's been surprisingly good – Clay's doing his job, but honestly, I think everyone's just ready to get back to civilization and start planning the next expedition properly.

[i]Curie Gateway, Hill Pa Hsi[/i] [i]September 20th, 2025[/i]

Standing at the exploration data interface in Curie Gateway, I uploaded the final batch of survey data from our two-month expedition into the Blae Drye region. The numbers scrolled past on the screen with the kind of ruthless mathematical precision that reduced weeks of work to simple statistics.

"Final tally coming through now," I reported over the comm to the crew aboard the carrier.

The exploration data terminal chimed as it processed our submissions. Total systems surveyed: twenty-three. First discoveries: zero. Biological species catalogued: forty-seven. Astronomical phenomena recorded: twelve. Total value of exploration data: 847,000 credits.

I stood there for a moment, staring at that number. Eight hundred and forty-seven thousand credits. For two months of work, hundreds of jumps, countless hours of detailed surface surveys, and enough fuel to power a small space station.

"Skip?" Chad's voice came over the comm. "How'd we do?"

"Well," I said, trying to inject some optimism into my voice, "we're not rich. But we're not broke either. Eight hundred forty-seven thousand credits, plus confirmation that we're eligible for the Brewer Corporation survey rewards."

From the carrier, Eiza's voice carried a note of relief. "That's enough to cover operational costs for about five weeks. Not counting whatever Brewer pays out."

"Plus we've learned a lot about deep-space operations," Boyce added. "Better sampling techniques, more efficient survey patterns, what equipment we actually need versus what we think we need."

"Speaking of which," Garth's voice cut in, "I've started a list of required equipment for the next expedition. It's... extensive."

"How extensive?" I asked, though I wasn't sure I wanted to know.

"Let's just say the pulse scanner is item number one, and it goes downhill from there."

I looked around the bustling concourse of Curie Gateway, at the steady stream of independent traders and exploration vessels coming and going. Somewhere among them were the commanders who'd beaten us to those first discoveries, who'd managed to find the pristine systems and valuable exobiology that we'd missed.

But we'd learned. And learning, in this business, was almost as valuable as credits.

"Pack it up," I said. "Next stop, Jameson Memorial. Time to start planning expedition number two."

[b]Chapter Four: The Credit Crunch[/b] [i]Jameson Memorial, Shinrarta Dezhra September 20th, 2025[/i]

The service bay at Jameson Memorial buzzed with the kind of efficient activity that came with catering to the galaxy's Elite-ranked pilots. Ships worth hundreds of millions of credits moved through maintenance cycles while their owners conducted business in the exclusive shops and lounges. Standing at the service counter, I felt every credit of my relatively modest net worth.

"So you're saying there's no possibility of a bulk discount?" I asked the service manager, a stern-faced woman whose expression suggested she'd heard this question before.

"Sir, our pricing is standard across all services. Refueling, repairs, maintenance – all fixed rates. The ten percent discount for Elite certification applies automatically."

Chad stood beside me, tablet in hand, looking over the itemized list of what it would cost to properly service our small fleet. "Even with the discount, we're looking at almost two hundred thousand just for basic maintenance. That's not including the upgrades we need."

"I understand your situation," the manager said, though her tone suggested otherwise. "However, Jameson Memorial maintains its pricing structure for all customers. If you're looking for more competitive rates, you might consider other facilities."

"Other facilities that don't stock half the modules we need," I pointed out.

"That's the trade-off, sir."

I looked around at the gleaming starport interior, at the other pilots casually authorizing hundred-million-credit transactions, and felt the weight of being the new guy with shallow pockets.

"Thank you for your time," I said finally.

Chad and I walked away from the service counter, heading toward the shipyard section.

"Well," Chad said once we were out of earshot, "that was about as successful as expected."

"She looked at us like we were asking for charity."

"We kind of were."

I stopped walking and pulled up the service quotes on my tablet. "You know what? Fine. We'll pay full price for critical repairs, but everything else gets deferred. And we're going to build some reputation in this system if it kills us."

"How do we do that?"

"The same way every independent operator does it. Small jobs, reliable service, gradually building up enough trust and credit history that people start offering us better deals."

Chad nodded slowly. "Milk runs."

"Lots of them. You start ferrying our ships here from wherever they're stored. I'll take the Canterbury and start working the mission boards. Nothing glamorous, just steady income and face time with the local factions."

"How long you think it'll take?"

I looked around at the bustling starport, at the casual wealth and established connections that surrounded us.

"However long it takes," I said. "We didn't come this far to give up because some service manager doesn't know our names yet."

[b]Chapter Five: Tales from the Black[/b] [i]The Elite Bar, Jameson Memorial September 20th, 2025 - 2300 hours[/i]

The bar at Jameson Memorial had the kind of understated elegance that came with catering to pilots who could afford to drink wine that cost more than most people's ships. Fortunately, they also served decent beer at prices that wouldn't bankrupt a small carrier operation. My crew occupied a corner booth, the day's work finally behind us.

"So there I was," I said, gesturing with my glass, "Canterbury loaded down with thirty tons of consumer technology, making what should have been a routine run to CD-33 8748, when proximity alarms start screaming."

Clay leaned forward. "Pirates?"

"Not just any pirate. Elite-ranked Fer-de-Lance, fully engineered, drops right out of supercruise ahead of me. Guy's call sign was 'Voidhawk' – you know, one of those names that means he either takes himself way too seriously or he's actually dangerous."

Eiza raised an eyebrow. "Which was it?"

"Both, as it turned out. Soon as he drops, he's on the comm demanding I cut engines and prepare to transfer cargo. Now, the Canterbury's not exactly a race ship, but she's got decent shields and I've been flying her long enough to know her tricks."

Chad, who'd heard this story twice already on the way back, grinned into his beer. "This is where it gets interesting."

"So Voidhawk starts his attack run," I continued, "rails and beam lasers, the full treatment. My shields are dropping fast, but I'm already angling toward the nearest planet. CD-33 8748 A 1 – water world, nice thick atmosphere."

Kaylani looked skeptical. "You took a Panther Clipper into atmospheric flight?"

"Panther Clipper Mk2 is rated for planetary operations," I said defensively. "One of the advantages of Zorgon Peterson's heavy hauler design. The trick is keeping your speed up and your angle shallow."

"The trick is not being completely insane," Selene muttered.

"Details. So I'm diving for atmo, Voidhawk's right behind me, and he's probably thinking this is the easiest payday he's had all week. Except he makes one critical mistake."

"Which was?" Boyce asked.

"He follows me down into the atmosphere."

Harelene's eyes widened. "A Fer-de-Lance in thick atmosphere?"

"Exactly. Ship's designed for speed and maneuverability in zero-g, not atmospheric flight. Soon as we hit the thick air, his advantage disappears. Meanwhile, the Canterbury's flying like she was born for it – because she basically was."

"What happened to the pirate?" Mareli asked.

I took a long drink. "Well, let's just say that pulling out of a high-speed atmospheric dive requires a certain understanding of your ship's flight characteristics. Voidhawk... didn't quite nail the execution."

The table fell silent for a moment.

"You killed him?" Alondra asked quietly.

"The planet killed him. I just gave him the opportunity to make a poor decision."

Jesus shook his head. "Remind me never to underestimate a cargo hauler."

"Good policy," Chad agreed. "The quiet ones are always the dangerous ones."

Clay raised his glass. "To surviving another week in the black."

"To surviving another week, period," Garth corrected.

As we drank, Kaylani pulled up something on her tablet. "Speaking of survival, anyone else been following the news about this Type-11 Prospector they're releasing?"

"The Lakon mining ship?" Boyce asked. "Yeah, I've seen the specs. First dedicated mining vessel in decades."

"Four hardpoints specifically for mining equipment," I said. "Plus that new Mining Volley Repeater system. Could be exactly what we need for supplementing exploration income."

"More than that," Eiza interjected thoughtfully. "Think about what it means for carrier operations. Right now, we're tethered to tritium markets and fuel stations. But a dedicated mining ship could extract our own tritium from ice asteroids. Autonomous refueling in deep space."

Harelene's eyes lit up. "Which means we could push into regions that are currently impossible to reach. Areas so far from civilization that no one's bothered to map them properly."

"Exactly," I said, feeling a spark of genuine excitement for the first time in weeks. "The real discoveries – the pristine systems with valuable exobiology – they're out there in the deep black, thousands of light-years from the nearest fuel depot. Places where only a self-sufficient carrier operation could venture."

"Assuming we can afford it," Garth pointed out, ever the pragmatist.

"Assuming we can afford not to have it," I countered. "With proper mining capabilities and autonomous fuel production, we wouldn't just be another exploration outfit competing for scraps near civilization. We'd be pathfinders, pushing into territory that's genuinely unexplored."

"Assuming we can afford not to have it," I countered. "With proper mining capabilities, we wouldn't have to rely entirely on exploration data for revenue. Diversified income streams."

Harelene nodded. "Plus the enhanced scanner rewards from that community goal should help with our next exploration run. Better probe coverage means more efficient surveying."

"More efficient surveying means finding the good stuff before someone else does," Selene added.

I looked around the table at my crew – good people who'd followed me out into the black on the promise of discovery and adventure, who'd stuck with me through equipment failures and near-misses and the endless grind of making ends meet.

"Next run," I said, "we do it right. Proper equipment, proper planning, proper preparation. We find a pristine system full of valuable exobiology, map it completely, and come back with enough credits to outfit this operation the way it deserves to be outfitted."

"And if we don't?" Chad asked.

I grinned. "Then we keep looking until we do. That's what explorers do."

Clay raised his glass again. "To the next expedition."

"To the Type-11 Prospector," Kaylani added.

"To not forgetting the pulse scanner next time," Mareli said.

"To all of the above," I said, and we drank to dreams of better days ahead.

Commander's Note: The journey continues. The Type-11 waits in the shipyard. And somewhere out there, the next adventure is waiting to begin.